Fml
I don’t ever let anyone in enough to love them. I always blow people off and have stupid reasons as to why they aren’t my type but then when I do start to like someone I’m scared to let them in and know what I’m thinking because if I let my walls down it means I’m vulnerable and able to get hurt. I hate that feeling of being vulnerable and letting somone in enough to have the capability to hurt me like what has happened so many times in the past. My past relationships have been so fucked up.. That I just don’t know any better.
